Its an open tournament organised by ICT ONETJ mall which is endorsed by GIZMO GAMERS(which is where we played our part as co-organiser). Anyway , this tournament will begin on 29th May - 31st May, which is why we are busy with the setting up and preparations today.. 
7am.cant sleep. Radio keeps playing the songs i don't wanna hear. nuffin's on TV. bah, screw it. Beach, here i come.
Its a place the place where i can get my mind straight. Its been years since d last time i came. Things still hasn't changed as far as i can remember. Which is good. At least the management is doing wad they do best. Nothing. Not complaining here cuz i still like things the way they were. in a way it still beats sentosa beaach, in terms of head bikini tree count maybe.
Speaking of sentosa beach, suddenly i missed singapore life. I shouuldn't be feeling this way but somehow it just came. What if i din decided to carry on with my plan and stayed in singapore.. Would things go differently? Doesnt matter. Its been decided. Actions have been taken. The process has begun.
Ahh.. Must be YOU guys that i've missed? The everyday-is-a-struggle-in-the-same-battlefield kinda life. How are things there now i wonder. Nvm, ill see u guys again soon enough. =P Its not that i dun like the work, as a matter of fact, i like it. Its just that theres smtg that i must do cuz if i dun i would have regretted it.. AGAIN. regardless of the outcome, its smtg that i have to try.
43 days left. even my ex-job which i liked is not enough to bring my plan down. But somehow i suddenly have 2nd thoughts. Must be strong. Cant afford to stop right now. Full blast ahead like theres nothing else to lose.
A lot to lose as a matter of fact...
Its been a freaking long time since i blogged. So long that i cant even remember why i deleted my old blog in the 1st place. Anyway.. Getting tired. Zzz..
